ego?

i HATE when i look desperate..

i know, i know.. kinda childish huh? but yep, that's me..

eventhough my heart says, 

"owh, that's what i want, i'm sure with it! i should go for it!"

but still, inside me, there's an 'ALIEN' that against it and says back,

 "uh, please! don't look too desperate lor. 

you should make them come for you, 

why did you and them want it together,

but it's only you that shows it?"

btw, i know.. this is what people called EGO(it's in malay, not sure in english :P)

okay, there is this mr. ego inside me, stands high enough and can rule my heart, and sometimes my brain!

doesn't know how to get rid of it.. 

i like to hold the principles that says, they want it, they ask for it,

not me going around and ask them whether they want it or not.

PLEASE DON'T FEED THE EGO

is it OKAY to have this principles?

teruji kesabaran aku der..

I WILL not forget this day..

the first time SCOLDED by those people!

huh..

reason as small as an atom,

yet,

her voice [WOW!], as loud as to shout to the alien from other galaxies (enough hyperbolic?)

enough with rubbish grammars and vocabs,

angriness best shown with own language!

to that person!

nak marah pown der, marah slow2 der, xperlu la nak buat satu --- dengar der..

memalukan betul la..

taw la kau tu der hierarchy atas la pada aku satu stage

tapi xbermakna aku nie boleh ditengking2 mcm tue yep der..

memang der aku ingat muka kau

aku ingat muka orang yang main tengking aku suka hati

bajet nak halau aku keluar?

blah la der, bukan ko sorang punye tempat der

fuhh.. teruji betul aku, nasib baek aku puasa, ada jugak ketahanan nak sabar.

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