ego?

i HATE when i look desperate..

i know, i know.. kinda childish huh? but yep, that's me..

eventhough my heart says, 

"owh, that's what i want, i'm sure with it! i should go for it!"

but still, inside me, there's an 'ALIEN' that against it and says back,

 "uh, please! don't look too desperate lor. 

you should make them come for you, 

why did you and them want it together,

but it's only you that shows it?"

btw, i know.. this is what people called EGO(it's in malay, not sure in english :P)

okay, there is this mr. ego inside me, stands high enough and can rule my heart, and sometimes my brain!

doesn't know how to get rid of it.. 

i like to hold the principles that says, they want it, they ask for it,

not me going around and ask them whether they want it or not.

PLEASE DON'T FEED THE EGO

is it OKAY to have this principles?